A young girl's heart.

This is encrypted: ***

The murderer's around. killing us on 18th of Nov.

Hey. It's been a while since I blogged.

Felt so D; while seeing the numbers of my visitors had dropped so much.

Anyway. SPM is still the most important thing for now.

Consequently I have studied some. & actually online for searching something.

Skipped lessons for two days in a row. There's no any benifit with attending classes these days.

I WANT HOLIDAY!

0yam came yesterday. I love her around. ;D

Jiunn.

I always say that.we.are.identical.twins. ha-ha. So yeah here's me n my sis. =p

Jim's party bash.

12.10.2009
The fucking Monday.

On this day,
I have postponed my tuition class.
Feel so changeful of my tuition schedule. -__-
So, 2-days-tuition in a row this week. thanks to GodJim!!!

On the way. Yii & MiA.

LOL. Reached there at bout 8pm. Stomach's drums' rollin.like the umpteenth time.

Guys.chilling.

2 sweeties. ^^



Denji.

Take one.

Take two. (please do not shake)

-_-



Playing around with guys and girls over the car porch after dining.
Killer.
Sooooo fun.
Hehehe.
We enjoy & laugh like brats all the time though it's a game for children.
banzai.hehehe.

MiA. ^^

The coool killer. x)

Here's the host & bartender.Jim.

The real killer. fcking harmful vodka.

Who's in the picture?

Abu's half legs.puff.Steph.Zhen(?).TauHwa.Mia(was on the phone).JunHui(new friend).Denji.Yii.Shengyou.

Jim.Jim's girl & Jim's dad. xp. (were added)

Twins.


Jim.Tiff. ^^

Requested girls to be the background for both of the prince. blissful lah ni men! -_-

hulo. ^^

MiA.Puff.

<best friends3>

To Jimmie & Honest guy,

It's tiring to blog about your party bash. REALLY. & it's so irritating. -_-
Anyway. Happpie Biiiirthday to both of you! (:
& Thanks for the party. ;)

-_-

Kakak is not by my side now.
have to do all the house chores by myself in this coming 2 weeeeks.
-_-
cepatlah balik. ;(

Yet I feeel so happy and am so blissful recently. xp.

Beauty9 Expo.

It's on 11st of October.

Have our stomach full first before going.


wow pretty lady.

And here's my heavy breakfast.-_-

I thought it should be nice in taste.lol. I'll rate 0 star out of five stars for it.



And received Jim's text in the morning.
haha. Party bash sial.
Anyway. headed to a nice place after our breakfast.

Beauty9 Expo.
It's just a fair.
Luckily mom & aunt have got a name card.
And said that I was a Shampoo girl. -_- annieway.
Or else...hm.

haha. You will have to pay for the entrance just in case you don't have the qualification.
nvm nvm I have got my ass into the hall anyway. (:
Once I get in, SO MANY WORKERS OFFERED ME PAPERS. for advertising their products.
Indescribably........

wow. It's not extremely crowd as I thought..
It freaked me out a lil...(:
There goes the pics.

YOKOSO BOO.

balloon.

Okay, I found there're several types of competitions.
Manicurists and hairstylists.
Mom's friend was so nervous. lol.

What do you think? I think they have threw out most of their time to have it done.
and it's so heavy....o_o

All the manicurists/participants.

Organic shampoo.
I found mom's so pretty in this photo!! (VVV)

Mom has been a manicure/pedicure mania. I don't even have the idea with how much money she had spent for it.


And this is the decent sales girl aka the manicurist.


Nails Tek. (Tech)




Mom. -_-

wow. so yokoso. x)

Oh. I remembered I've let a girl to scrub on the back of my hand. Kindda like. so pain - -

Hm,
They spent a lot, really a lot for everything they had bought in only one afternoon.
As long as they're happy. (:
Hunted for Pizzzzzza crush this afternoon after their non-stop shopping. wth -_-

Here's my dearest! <3>

Cut my front hair off. it's so regretful..... ="(

<3

<3>

I have forgot about the Tuna. -'-

The J.Co Day. (:

08.10.2009


Treating. (:

yam's concentrating on her phone.

Leftovers.

Karaoke room.

Thanks for the day.

Gulp pains.

Trauma trauma.

I dislike this feeling the most.I dislike when my feeling is being ignored by people.
And I feel my transparency sometimes.
It is fucking hurt. ='(

I hate being transparent.

and there goes my new header. =D

She is the one.

Old Towned with mom in the morning. (:
Wanted to give her a breakfast treat but she had stopped me.
^^v

At the night,


I had a special thought.which had made me burst into tears.

___________________________________________

As from Jiunn, sometimes I’d have the feeling too.
Feel so lonely while mom’s away.
Urm… may I ask…Would you feel this way while your mom is away from you?
Hm…
Now, my mom went sleep. And I have the feeling again.
It makes my heart feels heavy…
Even just for few hours.

I feel that but when I am getting along with her, the feeling gone.
It’s like disappearing gradually.
And sometimes I would show my impatience while I'm talking with her.
And I’d get myself unhappy remorsefully afterwards.
Fucking regretful. EACH time.
I am so sorry mom……
=’(

It doesn’t mean that I don’t miss or love her or whatsoever.
I love her and I place my dependence on her all the time.
I don’t even know… Or should I say. I don’t even have the courage to think that what if she’ll be leaving me someday?

I might burst into tears. (even now)
She kissed on my cheek for my freaking A in English yesterday. It melted my heart… (:
She knew everything inside it… :D

&… she’s the one
who makes me
love the family fullest.

A Specialicious Festival.

Got a message from Sotong while rocking with my textbooks.
He came by holding a plate with a mooncake on it. and appeared in front of my house door.
How sweeeet is that. (:

from SotongLim.

Yet we’ve got nothing to do with.
Anyway, you wouldn’t be bored while having fun with him. He is so fucking funny! XD
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Playing around with the candles.
Even borrowed “fire” from kids to have our candles ignite.

heeks..

Cool.



Anyway, it's an amusing escape from the dreadful boOks.^^*

Gotta say that this is a special mooncake festival. <3>
After that, going on with the revision.

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